Apples, blueberries, mushrooms, almond milk, coffee, oats, yoghurt, dishwashing soap and.. What was that thing I realised I ran out of when I was cooking last night? Arghhh. I’m only going to remember when I cook again tonight. **ck. He’s walking towards me. We’ve spoken atleast 3 times. What is his name? Think, girl, think….
Category: me
If Parallel Universes Exist…
If parallel universes existI hope there is oneWhere you come home after a long day at work And I’m cooking your favourite meal You hug me from behind and we stay like that for a bitYour safe space, my safe space, our home If parallel universes existI hope there is oneWhere we argue and mid-fight,…
How Are You?
Notes from my diary: 15 February 2025: Three words that are capable of sending me into a spiral of anxiety and overthinking. Every single time a friend or well wisher asks me this one question, I spend hours mulling over how to respond. Should I be honest and tell them that I’m a fucking mess?…
Things I Never Got To Say To You
AS swiftly as you entered my life, you also left and here I sit with notes on notes with all the things I never got to say to you. I could let the notes die a slow death – resurrecting them when I want a good cry (like last night). But what is heartbreak if…
And Now I…
And now I…. Wish for your joy when I see a pair of magpies; Bring up your name in every conversation I have; Save cheesy poetry to share with you some day; Want to be one of the reasons you smile every day; Read your horoscope and match it to mine; Long for you on…
Life Update – Happy Panda Is Back (Maybe?)
A recent flutter of notifications from WordPress (informing me that people are still reading what I wrote years ago) reminded me that I had (or have? Is this perpetual?) a blog. Once a pride point in my life, this space has been dormant for a while now. It is not that I haven’t wanted to…
I Got Inked – My Experience, Dos, Don’ts and More (Tattoo Newbie)
After over a decade of planning, I finally got inked! It is still new and healing and I keep freaking out over something or other other, so I thought about doing a post on tattoos to help other first-timers. I think getting a tattoo is a major personal decision. While you can get your tattoo…
Things That Made Me Smile Recently
It is an ordinary mundane day and you’re going about life doing the tasks you have. But you randomly stumble across something that breaks your face into a big smile. *sigh* I love such small moments. I have been struggling in life to find happiness and peace these past few months and so these little…
Broken – Can I Be Fixed?
What is love? How do we fall in love? How do we know it’s love? How do we stay in love? Does love come with an expiry date? What happens to the love you have for a person when they’re no longer in your life? I’m often plagued with the feeling that I don’t know…
Happy Panda 