Some days – I feel like no one gets me, the craziness that lies beneath my calm exterior
Some days – I feel lost, with life taking so many turns and having no control on where I go
Some days – I feel alone, in a room filled with people yet no one that can read me
Some days – I feel ugly, with the mirror taunting my stretch marks and frizzy hair
Some days – I feel helpless, when the button on my skinny jeans refuses to close despite not having eaten anything in the past 2 days
Some days – I feel unappreciated, for all the little things I do and who I try to be
Some days – I feel weird, when my choices are so different from those I grew up with
Some days – I feel tired, like I’m the only one cheering on for myself in this never ending race for perfection
Some days – I feel worthless, after spending days procrastinating and not as much achieving
Some days – I feel quiet, like no words could explain what I want to say
Some days – I feel phony, when I try to fit into someone else’s definition of me
Some days – I feel frustrated, when time keeps flying but I’m still stuck in the same loop
Some days – I feel moody, pushing away all those around me – hoping someone will find their way back
Some days – I feel like putting my thoughts out there – hoping someone will relate to the jumbled up mess in my head.
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PS: Over the past few weeks, every time I’d feel ‘meh’ I’d write one line on what I was feeling in a post here. This is a compilation of my ‘meh’ thoughts and feelings that I’ve had over the past 10-12 weeks. The idea behind doing this – was to vent but also record what I was feeling – so I could work on it after. Obviously – I have dramatized it and added some things but the underlying feelings remain the same.
How are you doing in 2021? Hope life is treating you good. ā¤
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2021 so far has been me just trying to stay afloat. I just feel like I’m getting nowhere with my blog and my other side hustle stock trading. So I guess we’re both pretty meh š
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Same! 2021 is just an extension of 2020. š
Good luck though! I hope it all works out well. š
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Girl, I feel youšš½
Last few months of 2020 brought me to my knees. It was frustrating āall the endless waiting. But as they say, thereās always light after a consistent phase of darkness.
Hereās sending you lots of love and virtual hugs. (you are not aloneš¤) xx
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We all have these days, don’t we? Hang in there. It seems a good practice though, to write these things. Just reading it is therapeutic and I imagibe writig them, too.
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I donāt think Iāve related to a post more than this one! I always just try to remind myself that life isnāt perfect, itās what you make it and how you view yourself. Youāre a wonderful person. Whatever life throws at you, you got this! š¤
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I 100% agree because some days are different to others š
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Way too many of these hit straight home.
I do hope there’s a lot of positive ones in a similar post as well? š
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I can relate. Some days are just meh days, and it can be hard to push through that feeling. I think writing it down when you’re feeling not the best is actually such a good idea. And, for what it’s worth, even on the meh days, you got this. š
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Very relatable! I think we all experience these things and donāt realize that weāre not so alone in thinking these thoughts as our shadow side would have us believe!
When I feel these feelings I try to pause and take a feel of whatās going on in my body! Being tired and hungry both contribute to my feeling that way. Feeling cooped up, not having enough fresh air is a trigger for me, so getting outside even for a short walk is very helpful and lets me reset my brain to feel more positive again! Working on a new project or my hobbies also helps me to feel more productive in a time where unproductivity seems to be everywhere!
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Honestly, I’ve had some days like this in quarantine too. It’s very frustrating but we just have to get through it! ššš¤
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I’m all over the place these days.. Most days are good, I try to stay positive and be grateful for what we have and what we don’t have (covid!), but there are a few days here and there that test my limits. Right now, I just allow myself to go with the flow and do things that help my mental health cope with everything going on…. Eat the bag of chips if I want, do yoga if I feel inspired, write and write and write more posts to express my inner thoughts… Watch YouTube! Anything to up the spirits š
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I hate that you actually had those feelings but happy that you captured them so beautifully! We all have our ups and downs.
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Iām sure many of us will find your āSome daysā highly relatable. For me as youāre aware 2021 started with some terrible surprises and drastic decisions, so I can only hope that it gets better eventually!
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Totally relatable! I think most of us feel like this at least some of the time, but can’t express it because of the perceived need to maintain a shiny veneer.
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Thank you sooo much! ā¤ļøš¤
I’m waiting for that light. I hope I see it soon.
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Ah this was so relatable that I could have written this exact same post about my own feelings. Here’s hoping for many not-so-meh days ahead!
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Okay, and now you need to do a ‘some days’ post on the little joys you experience for the next 10-12 weeks ā¤ Homework! And I hope you're feeling better, xo
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Hahah – that’s a great idea! Will definitely try to do that. š
Just my anxiety is showing up again after months of being away. š So trying to deal with that again.
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Deep breaths. Maybe write your anxieties down and then add ‘but’ and try to write something that’s working in your life?
Thinking of you, xo
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This hit hard! A lovely post. š¤
Take care di š
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I can feel so many emotions of you… ā¤ļø
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I related to a lot of those! Thank you for this post, a good way to reflect on how your feeling, writing a line a day. I might try it myself, very poetic too! š
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I wish some days weren’t so hard. š¤
Writing about how you’re feeling really helps me with keeping a check on my emotions.
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